God of my life, to you I call

Authors:
Scriptures:
  • Exodus 2:23-24
  • Joshua 3:10-17
  • 2 Kings 19:20
  • 2 Kings 20:1-27
  • Psalms 116:1-2
  • Psalms 119:107
  • Psalms 145:18-19
  • Psalms 25:3
  • Psalms 27:8-9
  • Psalms 42:2
  • Psalms 42:7-8
  • Psalms 65:2
  • Psalms 69:1-3
  • Psalms 88:7
  • Isaiah 38:1-20
  • Isaiah 49:15
  • Jonah 2:3
  • Matthew 15:21-28
  • Matthew 7:7-8
  • Mark 7:24-30
  • Luke 11:9-10
  • Luke 15:1-2
  • Luke 17:12-14
  • John 10:7-9
  • John 14:16-18
  • John 17:20
  • John 6:37
  • Romans 5:2
  • Romans 8:34
  • Hebrews 7:25
  • 1 John 2:1
Book Number:
  • 876

God of my life, to you I call;
afflicted, at your feet I fall;
when the great water-floods prevail,
leave not my trembling heart to fail.

2. Friend of the friendless and the faint,
where should I lodge my deep complaint?
Where, but with you, whose open door
invites the helpless and the poor?

3. Did sufferers ever with you plead
and you refuse them in their need?
Does not your promised word remain,
that none shall seek your face in vain?

4. Grief such as that I could not bear,
unless you heard and answered prayer;
but a prayer-hearing, answering God
supports me under every load.

5. Bright is my future in your love;
I have an advocate above:
those whom the world admires the most
have no such privilege to boast.

6. Poor and forgotten I am, yet
the living God does not forget:
all those are safe, and must succeed
for whom Christ promises to plead.

William Cowper 1731-1800

The Christian Life - Suffering and Trial

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Tune

  • Llandaf
    Llandaf
    Metre:
    • LM (Long Metre: 88 88)
    Composer:
    • Evans, David

The story behind the hymn

‘A prayer to the God of my life’ is the heartcry of Psalm 42; see also 42 and 157. Here it is the starting-point for William Cowper’s words from the Olney Hymns (Bk 3) of 1779; see 875 from Bk 2. Like the Psalmist, both hymns and both the Olney friends are conscious of the water-floods, literal or figurative; this text is headed ‘Looking upwards in a storm’. It is the 5th of 6 successive hymns by Cowper in this ‘Conflict’ section. Since the ‘Standard’ A&M of 1922 (which printed 4 stzs immediately following God moves in a mysterious way in its section ‘In Times of Trouble’), the hymn has virtually disappeared from British books until now. The original stz 3 had ‘Did ever mourner plead with thee,/ and thou refuse that mourner’s plea?/ Does not the word still fix’d remain …’ Stz 5 (not in A&M) began, ‘Fair is the lot that’s cast for me!/ I have an advocate with thee;/ they whom the world caresses most …’; and 6 (replaced in A&M with quite different and weaker lines), ‘Poor tho’ I am, despised, forgot,/ yet God, my God, forgets me not/ … for whom the LORD vouchsafes …’ In both the original and revised texts, the contrast is striking between stzs 5 and 6—yet no more so than in the Psalms. Cowper’s 5.1 was a glance at Psalm 16:6, and footnotes in the Olney book refer to Psalms 69:15 and 40:17, for 1.2 (more likely, 1.3) and 6.1 respectively.

David Evans, 1874–1948, must be distinguished from both earlier and later namesakes. He composed LLANDAF (sic) some time before 1920, when it was published in Moliant Cenedi (‘a nation’s praise’) which he edited, followed by the Revised Church Hymnary of 1927 which set it to Jesus, where’er thy people meet (609). Alan Luff says that he left no masterpiece; but Erik Routley called his tune graceful, unaffected, and ‘one of [his] many good ones.’

A look at the author

Cowper, William

(pronounced ‘Cooper’), b Great Berkhamsted, Herts 1731, d East Dereham, Norfolk 1800. Permanently affected by the loss of his mother in childhood, at 6 he was sent to boarding sch at nearby Markyate, then to Westminster Sch. Although he was bullied, he enjoyed most kinds of sport and his gift for comic verse appeared early—always gentle rather than savage. Articled to an attorney, he was called to the bar in 1754 but never practised in the legal profession. He was recommended for the post of Clerk to the Journals of the House of Lords, but suffered panic attacks at the thought of being publicly examined, acute shyness merging into despair and leading to his first attempt at suicide. A possible marriage to cousin Theodora was vetoed by her family; she remained single but fond of him, and almost certainly helped him with anonymous financial gifts for many years. Support in other ways came from his brother John, later to be ordained, and the hymnwriter and editor Martin Madan. He found respite in an asylum (‘Collegium Insanorum’) at St Albans run by the evangelical Dr Nathanael Cotton ( 1707–88, the same dates as C Wesley, some of whose own hymns might easily speak for Cowper). During his time there (in 1764) he readily testified to gaining a clear view of God’s grace from Rom 3:25; he then moved to Huntingdon to settle with Morley and Mary Unwin and their teenage children at the vicarage. But in 1767 Morley, the vicar, died from the severe injuries sustained when he was thrown from his horse. The household found a congenial evangelical friend in John Newton (qv) and moved to Olney to become his neighbours and parishioners, coming to value his preaching, his warm friendship and eventually an unlikely writing partnership.

William became affectionately known in the village as ‘Sir Cowper’, a lover of the still rural scenery and of ‘all creatures, great and small’ including the tame hares which had the run of his house. In 1773 he had a further breakdown; Newton planned what became the Olney Hymns as a means of praising God, teaching his growing midweek congregation, and also of lifting his friend from depression by a practical project well within his great abilities and close to his heart. Cowper’s contributions, many of which have featured in major hymn-collections ever since, come mainly in the early sections and are marked ‘C’. These were published in 1779; soon after which (1782, 1785) his two main volumes of poems including satires appeared, which confirmed his position in the literary world. After Newton was appointed to his London living in 1780, Cowper, Mrs Unwin and remaining household moved a mile of so to Weston Underwood, At one point William and Mary seemed set for marriage but again the poet’s nerves failed him, and while she had cared for him, in her own final illness the roles were reversed. His poem ‘To Mary’ is a poignant memorial of that warm but interrupted friendship. But Cowper would soon need further support, which after her death in 1796 he found notably in (the Rev) John Johnson; Cowper’s last 4 years were spent at East Dereham, Norfolk, in whose parish ch are some notable memorials. Sadly, gloom descended on his mind for some time before the end.

But his legacy, sacred and secular, remains; he is one of a small handful of major poets to feature in hymn-books, and of an even smaller group of those who set out to write hymns. Among the less-known are some translations, not published till 1801, from the French of the ‘quietist’ Madame Guyon (1648–1717). Although many of his hymns are deeply personal, several remain as standard hymns in mainstream books: The 1965 Anglican Hymn Book has 9 and Common Worship (2000) 5, while CH 2004 includes 10. He declined the post of Poet Laureate, but his long poem in 6 books The Task (1785), beginning ‘I sing the sofa…’, enjoyed great success; its lines on the evangelical preacher (‘I say the pulpit…Must stand acknowledged, while the world shall stand’) are almost unique in serious literature, in celebrating such a ministry without caricature, ridicule or contempt. He translated from Lat and Gk (but not hymns); among his lighter verse John Gilpin (1782) has remained a favourite and even Bernard Shaw loved it. Cowper also wrote eloquently against the slave trade, in support of Wilberforce, and (from experience) against public schools. His spiritual struggles have been compared with those of the youthful Bunyan (whose The Pilgrim’s Progress sometimes finds an echo in Cowper’s hymns), and his ‘pre-romantic’ verse to that of James Thompson and Wordsworth. He finds a place in virtually all representative collections of English verse; the 1972 ‘New Oxford’ book typically features 6 items including his most quoted hymn (256) and the despairing but still finely-written ‘The castaway’, ‘Obscurest night involved the sky’. These are 2 of the more meagre 3 items in its 1999 successor. Among the many studies of the man and his work, the more reliable ones are by those who share or at least understand his faith, including major work by George M Ella (William Cowper: Poet of Paradise, 1993) and more briefly by Elsie Houghton (1982), Faith Cook (2005), and the Day One ‘Travel Guide’ by Paul Williams (2007). The popular durability of Cowper’s verse has again been demonstrated in the 21st century in public recitals by the ‘poetry performer’ Lance Pierson; see also under G Herbert. The former Olney vicarage now houses the Newton and Cowper Museum. Nos.256, 444, 562, 609, 615, 680, 811, 876.